MY FIRST LOVE..

On my way bck 4m d RPM ,rajouri garden ; i passed by d motinagar metro station.
For a second i felt smthn tight around my chest ... mayb coz i had overeaten...or..maybe coz d
past came bck....

{FLASHBACK - 13 MAY 2007.. near d staircase , motinagar metro station}..


I was waitin 4 HIM at d metro station of motinagar . We met,talked nd walked . To a third personnd 4 dat matter even 2 HIM it wd seem 2 b a normal meetin but 4 me ... it was different ..it was the day i finally realised d changes widin me which were happenin 4 d past 4 months .

This indeed was a fairy tale ..... i had seen ppl being in love even i love quite a significant number of living beings but this tym it was different . I dunno whether it was L.A.F.S. or a gradual 1 but it sure was REALISATION AT FIRST SIGHT!
D first seed of realisation germinated when i impulsively took his hands in mine nd then pretended dat i was goin 2 read his palm. [BTW i kno how 2 read palms]

And d second was when he touched me.i mean my back. [ k... it sounds so cliched.... but now i concur wid those love lorn couples dat phrases such as - 'sparks flyin at d first touch' , 'swimmin in d ocean of luv' n etc r not just a part of a romantic novel but do find existence in reality!]

Eventhough this story met a dead end , still there is smthn which will always live wid me ..n i.e. d realisation.. d way i felt.. Atleast m happy dat i had d guts 2 stand up 4 wat i felt nd was able 2 pour my heart out infront of HIM (so very unlike him!)


Mayb it will take me some more time 2 get over this deeply embossed depression but still i must confess dat i owe it 2 HIM 4 being a spcl n unforgetful phase of my life,no matter how virtual it was.